Wanderer or Ponderer (8/22/14)

Recently, the chorus of an old song has been running through my mind with a little bit of a twist. “The Wanderer” was made popular in the sixties by the singer, Dion. The short chorus is simply, “They call me the wanderer, Yeah, the wanderer. I roam around, around, around.” During a conversation with my son concerning personal Bible study, he commented that I reminded him of this verse about Mary. “But Mary was keeping within herself all these things (sayings), weighing and pondering them in her heart.” (Luke 2:19AMP) He said that he noticed that I ponder everything I hear or read. I have also thought that this verse describes how I react to many of life situations and God’s work in them. Soon after that conversation I began humming the tune and singing this version in my mind. “Cuz I’m a ponderer, yeah a ponderer. Thoughts roam around, around, around.”

Actually these behaviors can be two approaches to studying God’s word. You do have people that are very orderly and have specific plans by which they will read through the Bible. But you also have wanderers who open the Bible with the question, “Where should I read today?” They may even finish a segment of Scripture such as a certain book. But when they finish that portion they again question the next step. This approach can be a bit dangerous if one finds him or herself wandering from favorite passage to favorite passage. There is so much more in the word of God that can be missed when we stick with the familiar. We may also feel the sense of wandering through the Bible and lose the passion to continue on a regular basis.

In order to stay engaged and hear God speak through His Word, I have chosen to ponder my way through the Bible. With notebook in hand, I seek to find something that I can apply to my heart as I read each day. Initially I started this with study aids that asked questions about the Scriptures that were read that day. In order to answer these questions, I had to carefully consider what I was reading. There are many resources available and I do still like to use this method on occasion. But lately I have found myself reading through entire books, and often several books in order, with the intent to find at least one thing that applies to my life. I have determined to find an application for me and write something down each day. I find that many days there’s almost too much to get it all down in my journal.

God has not commanded us to merely read His Word.  “This Book of the Law shall not depart out of your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, that you may observe and do according to all that is written in it. For then you shall make your way prosperous, and then you shall deal wisely and have good success.” (Joshua 1:8 AMP) It is His desire that we meditate on it. Part of meditating on anything is to ponder its meaning. Believing that the Bible is God’s inspired word for us, means that we can apply the principles we read to our own lives.

Sometimes there are clear answers to prayers and directions to follow. Other times my notebook becomes filled with questions that may not be answered immediately. I know that these are things that I must seek God and that the answers may unfold slowly, like the opening of a flower. This often occurs when studying the lives that are recorded in Scripture. Considering the outcomes of their decisions can help us to determine decisions that we should make. The question, “What does this mean for me?” must be asked and the answer sought.

Another find that is often recorded in my study journal is where well-known Scriptures are found. This is not the chapter and verse to locate the Scripture. It is rather what is happening in the passage when the verse was penned. An example is the verse, “If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.” (2 Chronicles 7:14 AMP) One would think that this verse would have been written at a time when Israel was not seeking God. In reality, this promise was given to King Solomon just after the dedication of the temple at Jerusalem. At a time when Israel was celebrating His presence, God gave this as a remedy for a possible future time when the people would stray. Things like this cause me to ponder how God has made a way for us even before trouble comes. We do not have to wait until we are in the midst of a trial to find His direction.

So like King David we can respond to the word given us by Almighty God. “I remember the days of old; I meditate on all Your doings; I ponder the work of Your hands.”  (Psalm 143:5 AMP)

So do not wander aimlessly through the Bible. Enjoy pondering through God’s Word. Allow the meaning of that Word to roam around and around your mind.

Should We Give Someone the Key? (4/27/15)

When you become a dog owner, you take on a set of responsibilities. You must provide shelter and food for the pet. Loving and caring for this pet includes basic things like protecting them from tics and heartworm. It also includes trips to the vet when needed. The most routine need is to both feed at the proper times and let the pets outside several times a day. We have a perpetual water dish that requires refilling every few days. Although these duties are not cumbersome they do require some attention. Being away from home for long periods of time is no longer feasible, unless someone can take over these duties.

There is a sweet young girl next-door who is more than happy to come over and let our dogs out if we are not home. She will also feed them if we have to miss a meal time. (We feed morning and evening rather than leaving a bowl of food out. Beamer would eat all day if allowed.) When we have planned an outing in advance, this works very well. The key here is to have our schedule planned.

Sometimes when we are out with friends, the plan doesn’t work so well. Someone may suggest extending the outing which would increase the amount of time away from the house. If we are close to home this is not a problem. We can run by the house, see to the dog’s needs and then rejoin the group. At other times a detour to the house to care for the dogs will take too long and prevent us from continuing with our friends. At times like this, I have asked myself if maybe we should give someone a key to get into our house. If this young girl’s family had a key, it may only take a phone call to ensure that the dog’s needs were attended to. Although they may be willing to assist us at this time, they do not have the necessary access to our home.

Often we may attempt to live this Christian life alone without allowing others access to our inner lives. We seek the Lord and strive to rely strictly on Him. Yes, we are to totally rely on Jesus Christ to meet our needs.  “And my God will liberally supply (fill to the full) your every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:19 AMP) But the Scripture does not mean that we are to be alone in all we do. God often uses others to meet those needs.

Throughout Scripture we are encouraged and even commanded to share lives with other believers. 
“And let us consider and give attentive, continuous care to watching over one another, studying how we may stir up (stimulate and incite) to love and helpful deeds and noble activities, Not forsaking or neglecting to assemble together [as believers], as is the habit of some people, but admonishing (warning, urging, and encouraging) one another, and all the more faithfully as you see the day approaching.” (Hebrews 10:24-25 AMP) We are to interact with each other in many ways. We are told to warn each other. “But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today…” (Hebrews 3:13a AMP) We are to encourage each other. “Therefore encourage (admonish, exhort) one another and edify (strengthen and build up) one another, just as you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11 AMP) And we are to admit our sins to and pray for each other. “Confess to one another therefore your faults (your slips, your false steps, your offenses, your sins) and pray [also] for one another, that you may be healed and restored [to a spiritual tone of mind and heart].” (James 5:16a AMP)

In order to obey all of these directives, we must invite others into our true thoughts and feelings. We cannot block everyone out as we attempt to trudge forward on our own. When we attempt to do so we will become overwhelmed and often believe that we are the only ones going through significant trials. We may also listen to the voice of our enemy, the devil, of whom Jesus said, ^“When he speaks a falsehood, he speaks what is natural to him, for he is a liar [himself] and the father of lies and of all that is false.” (John 8:44b AMP) When we walk alone we are more susceptible to these negative thoughts. We may also fall into erroneous thinking.

The word of God tells us, “Two are better than one, because they have a good [more satisfying] reward for their labor; For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!” (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 AMP) We are strengthened when we open up to a trusted companion. When listening to God, this companion can strengthen us and provide support. Yet one can only truly come alongside us if we allow them into the inner parts of our soul. We must give them the key to our lives.

God has equipped each of us to reach out and help others who are in need. “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of sympathy (pity and mercy) and the God [Who is the Source] of every comfort (consolation and encouragement), Who comforts (consoles and encourages) us in every trouble (calamity and affliction), so that we may also be able to comfort (console and encourage) those who are in any kind of trouble or distress, with the comfort (consolation and encouragement) with which we ourselves are comforted (consoled and encouraged) by God.” (2 Corinthians 1:3-4 AMP) We must both give and receive from each other.

So if you have been trying to walk this Christian path alone, find a fellow believer that you can trust. Give him or her the key to truly enter your life and walk beside you. Then a simple call may be all it takes.

  

(Just this week, one of those friends pointed out how my expression of an idea could be greatly (and was) misinterpreted. I am so grateful that she openly shared her concern. Had she not felt she could speak to me, I would have remained insensitive to this. I am thankful for this friend who used the key well!)

More Than A Magic Carpet Ride (10/9/13)

“Do you trust me?”  Aladdin speaks these words to Princess Jasmine as she ponders getting on the magic carpet.  She decides to take the chance and steps on.   In the Disney movie, the song, ‘A Whole New World’ plays as the princess discovers all the wonders of the kingdom. This kingdom already belongs to her by her royal birth, but she has been sheltered within the palace. She has crept out in secret before, but only caught small glimpses of the outside world. She has no idea all that is actually hers, simply because of who she is.  She is the daughter of the sultan who rules this kingdom.  She is his heir.

Followers of Jesus Christ are called children of God and heirs of a heavenly kingdom.  “And if we are [His] children, then we are [His] heirs also: heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ [sharing His inheritance with Him]; only we must share His suffering if we are to share His glory.”  (Romans 8:17 AMP) Many opportunities and benefits are available to us as heirs.  We find these in the Word of God.  Yet many Christians never step out into what God has planned. We may venture out for a taste of that plan, but don’t fully step out.

 I am reminded of Peter, sitting fearfully in a boat on a stormy sea. Then he sees Jesus out on the water.   “And Peter answered Him, Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water.  He said, Come! So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water, and he came toward Jesus.” (Matthew 14:28-29) He was unhappy in that boat, which was being tossed around.  He heard the invitation of Jesus and responded. 

 Jasmine did not step out because flying carpets were known to be safe modes of transportation.  Peter did not step out of the boat because stormy seas had been proven to support a man’s weight.  When analyzed by their previous experiences, stepping out did not make sense.  They both stepped out because they knew and trusted the one who was inviting them to come along.

 Do you know and trust the one who calls to you?  He is trustworthy. “God is faithful (reliable, trustworthy, and therefore ever true to His promise, and He can be depended on); by Him you were called into companionship and participation with His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord.” (1 Corinthians 1:9AMP) He can be counted on to fulfill every promise He has made.  Jesus is always a faithful companion.

The Lord desires to show you what He has in store for you.   ^“Ask me and I will tell you remarkable secrets you do not know about things to come.” (Jeremiah 33:3 NLT) Ask Him.  Then as He reveals these things, you can begin to walk with Him as you experience them.  The magic carpet provided a great view of the kingdom.  But Jasmine had to step off the carpet to experience what was hers.  You can enjoy the view that God’s promise provides, but to experience what you have in Christ, you have to take a step in the direction of the promise.  Only then can you walk out the plan you are called to.  He promises to be with you every step.  “And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18b AMP)

So what are some ways the Spirit of God is calling you to step out?  What dreams of your heart have yet to be explored?  These can be small or large. It can be a baby step of obedience that doesn’t seem to make sense.  It could be changing the entire path your life is on. It can be reviving a dream you thought was lost. It can be a multitude of things somewhere in between. 

 Making a commitment to write three stories a week for this blog took stepping out.  It had nothing to do with confidence in my creative abilities.  Reviving my dream to write, was not something that I had even considered at this stage of my life.  Yet, here I am, with an assurance that these story ideas are coming from God, and that He wants me to share them.  The challenge still seems a bit daunting. (I asked repeatedly if three stories a week was really His plan and never felt differently.)  So I will trust His faithfulness to provide. I will continue to write as He leads.  Without a doubt, responding with trust to this call has brought joy and satisfaction.

 So Jesus poses the question to you each day.  “Do you trust me?”  Take His hand.  See, trust and walk in all He has for you.

Sit Simply Means Sit! (9/25/13)

Sit Means Sit!

I have learned many lessons in the last few years from my dogs, Beamer and Kari. One thing occurs regularly in our home. I think it may be a pair of lessons I need to be reminded of often.

We’ve had Beamer for just over three years and Kari for one. Because of the time when Beamer was our only dog, we have invested a little bit more in training him. Kari does okay, but sometimes needs extra promptings to sit. Beamer will sit on the first command. Kari knows how to sit on command and is learning to do so more promptly.

There is usually a treat involved when I give the command, “sit.” Both of my dogs get really excited about treats. Okay, impatient anticipation describes it a little better. All right, they get downright crazy. Beamer will do just about anything to ensure he gets his treat as quickly as possible. Thus, if sitting doesn’t bring the immediate reward, he will begin trying anything he has ever learned. When I have to repeat the command for Kari to obey, Beamer will then go from “sit” to “down” to “up” and back to “sit.”  Kari, on the other hand, just looks at me. She needs a moment to focus on my voice, rather than the treat.  Then she needs to process that when I say “sit” I mean “sit.”

How often do I act like one or the other of my dogs when God gives me direction?

Sometimes I have done exactly what God has asked me to do.  I can forget that there are many factors concerning the workings of God. Other people may be involved. Character traits in me may need a little adjusting. Leaving time for these can require me to wait. During this time, I may not understand why there is a delay in the answer to my prayer. If I am not careful, I can become just like Beamer. I can doubt that I have heard and obeyed God. I can start questioning, “What am I doing wrong?” I can also begin to try other ‘works of the flesh’ to get God to answer my prayers in my timing.

At other times, I can be just like Kari. God can speak to my heart and although I hear Him talking, I don’t seem to move at all. For whatever reason, reluctance, laziness, or lack of clarity, I am not quick to obey. I need to hear the command a couple more times before I do what I am told.  In all situations, I truly want to experience what God intends for me.  I just don’t always respond quickly or correctly.

A Biblical example of Beamer’s response is found in the Genesis account of Abraham.  God promised him a son.  When the promise did not come about soon enough, he began trying to make it happen on his own.  After two such attempts, he waited on God.  Though it took many years, he received the original promise. “And so it was that he [Abraham], having waited long and endured patiently, realized and obtained [in the birth of Isaac as a pledge of what was to come] what God had promised him.”  (Hebrews 6:15 AMP) His own attempts did not produce the desired results.  Only waiting on God’s provision can bring about His promises. 

One example of the behavior Kari exhibits is the young Samuel.  He heard God call his name, but did not realize it was God speaking. He ran to Eli the priest.  This occurred three times before Eli explained that this was the voice of God.  The next time God called, he quickly responded, “Speak, Lord, for Your servant is listening.” (1 Samuel 3:10b AMP) I sometime wonder if I attribute nudges from God as random thoughts.  I hear them in my mind, but don’t take the time or effort to investigate their origin.  I simply dismiss them.  God repeats the command until I realize that it is Him and decide to obey.  At other times, when the task is difficult, I may not want to obey.  It takes a few times for me to respond correctly.  Oh, He is so patient with me!

When I am in either of these ‘doggie’ modes I need to be cautious.  Since others can be involved, my quick obedience may cause me to wait for others to respond as well.  I may also need to mature in some areas.  During these times I cannot begin to question why God is not moving quicker. I cannot begin to analyze what else I need to do to hurry it along.  I must only affirm that I have done and am doing what God has asked.  Then I must trust in His timing.  When I hear God’s promptings in my heart, I must quickly ascertain that it is God and then decide to immediately obey.

In all instances, our responses should be “Yes Lord.”  For the times we are tempted to respond as Beamer does, we must remember “to obey is better than sacrifice.”  (1Samuel 15:22b AMP) To avoid acting like Kari, we must remember this instruction, ^“But don’t just listen to God’s word. You must do what it says. Otherwise, you are only fooling yourselves.”  (James 1:22 NLT)

Let these verses be the cry of our hearts, “I waited patiently and expectantly for the Lord; and He inclined to me and heard my cry.”  (Psalm 40:1 AMP) and “Give me understanding and I will obey your instructions; I will put them into practice with all my heart.” (Psalm 119:34 NLT) 

At the appointed time (when both dogs were sitting) the treat came.  At the appointed time (God’s time) His plan will be worked out in your life.

Play Volleyball! (6/17/15)

In both grade school and high school I played on volleyball teams. This experience was great fun and taught me the skills of the game as well as working with and caring for my fellow team members. In volleyball there are several different skills that need to be learned. A strong serve is always a good start to securing any point. Teamwork is important as one person will set the ball for another person to propel over the net in a manner that the opposing team cannot return.

One rule that is extremely important to follow is that a two handed contact with the ball must be done with the fingertips only. Players cannot hit the ball with an open palm or the shot will be disqualified. Using only the fingertips one may make a very brief contact with the ball to set it into position for another teammate to hit. This contact with the ball by one’s fingertips must be extremely brief or a call of holding will come from the game officials. A springing motion of the fingers at the time of contact propels the ball into the air. It is a learned skill that generally comes after several calls of holding by the coach while training a novice player.

What I did not realize at the time of learning this fun sport was that I was also learning a very important spiritual life skill. This same brief, fingertip contact is how we must treat offenses against us. In order to truly forgive we must be willing to quickly release any offense that comes our way. The apostle Paul uses words like readily and freely as he writes to believers concerning forgiveness. “Be gentle and forbearing with one another and, if one has a difference (a grievance or complaint) against another, readily pardoning each other; even as the Lord has [freely] forgiven you, so must you also [forgive].” (Colossians 3:13 AMP) “And become useful and helpful and kind to one another, tenderhearted (compassionate, understanding, loving-hearted), forgiving one another [readily and freely], as God in Christ forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32 AMP) We must be ready to freely forgive all offenses.

Truly loving one another is the basis for walking in total forgiveness. When we start to love others with the same love that God has lavished on us, we will be inclined to endure hurt and pain at the hands of others without holding ill feelings toward them. “Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily. It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly. Love (God's love in us) does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it [it pays no attention to a suffered wrong].” 1 Corinthians 13:4-5 (AMP) Growing in love enables us to quickly release offense.  

We find our greatest example of total and complete forgiveness in the words of Jesus Christ. Totally innocent of all sin, He hung on a cross to pay the penalty for sins committed by the rest of us. In a moment of agonizing pain He cried out these words. “And Jesus prayed, Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.” (Luke 23:34a AMP) We see this attitude not only in the all-consuming love of Jesus Christ. The young believer, Stephen, also expressed this sentiment as he was being martyred for sharing of the love of Christ. “And while they were stoning Stephen, he prayed, Lord Jesus, receive and accept and welcome my spirit! And falling on his knees, he cried out loudly, Lord, fix not this sin upon them [lay it not to their charge]! And when he had said this, he fell asleep [in death].” (Acts 7:59-60 AMP) Just as Stephen followed the example of Jesus, we can choose to do the same.

 King Solomon wrote these words. “Good sense makes a man restrain his anger, and it is his glory to overlook a transgression or an offense.” (Proverbs 19:11 AMP) When encountering offenses and hurts of all kinds we can overlook them by encouraging ourselves to “Play Volleyball” and quickly push away any feelings of unforgiveness. King David chose to encourage himself in hard times by the power of God. “David was greatly distressed, for the men spoke of stoning him because the souls of them all were bitterly grieved, each man for his sons and daughters. But David encouraged and strengthened himself in the Lord his God.” (1 Samuel 30:6 AMP)  By finding strength in the Lord we can choose to not hold on to offenses, but to quickly release them with forgiveness.

 Has anyone hurt you? Choose good sense today. Encourage your spirit to allow that springing, fingertip motion to quickly release any offense and forgive as the Father has forgiven you.

A Willy Wonka Moment

Songs often cycle through my mind. Sometimes it is the entire song and other times it is a single phrase or portion of the song that repeats itself in my mind. One day recently I heard the song “Clean” on the radio. This is beautiful expression of God's love and mercy no matter how far we have strayed from Him and fallen into sin. “There's nothing too dirty that You can't make worthy.” No matter the nature of our sin, outward and tangible or inward attitudes of the heart, God can make us clean. “Purify me with hyssop, and I shall be clean [ceremonially]; wash me, and I shall [in reality] be whiter than snow.” (Psalm 51:7 AMP)

The following day I began singing the beginning line of the chorus. I stopped abruptly realizing that I had actually sung “there is nothing so worthy...” Suddenly I was aware that this reversal of words could take a God inspired chorus and turn it backwards. Had I continued on, I would have actually sung “…that I can't make dirty.”
Immediately the voice of Willy Wonka came to mind saying, “Strike that, reverse it!” In the movie Willie misspeaks a common saying. (“We have so much time and so little to do.”) He immediately stops himself to correct this well-known utterance.

“Strike that, reverse it!” This is what must be done whenever we hear a misquote of God’s love for and promises to us. Whether this misquote is spoken by others to us or originates in our own thoughts, the source is a lie from our true enemy, the devil. We must not repeat that lie. We must not believe that lie. We must defeat that lie with the truth.

In reality, we have been bought by the precious blood of Jesus Christ. “But [you were purchased] with the precious blood of Christ (the Messiah), like that of a [sacrificial] lamb without blemish or spot.” (1 Peter 1:19 AMP) We have been adopted as children of the Most High King of the universe. “For He foreordained us (destined us, planned in love for us) to be adopted (revealed) as His own children through Jesus Christ, in accordance with the purpose of His will [because it pleased Him and was His kind intent] [So that we might be] to the praise and the commendation of His glorious grace (favor and mercy), which He so freely bestowed on us in the Beloved.” (Ephesians 1:5-6 AMP)

The truth is that we have been created with care by God. “For we are God's [own] handiwork (His workmanship), recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand) for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live].” (Ephesians 2:10 AMP) There is no room for us to believe that we are unimportant or of little value in God’s sight. We have been created in His very likeness. “So God created man in His own image, in the image and likeness of God He created him; male and female He created them.” (Genesis 1:27 AMP) And God was pleased with His work. “And God saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it completely. And there was evening and there was morning, a sixth day.” (Genesis 1:31 AMP) God calls us good and He approves of us! Who are we to disagree with God?

When we stray from the truth in any way we must confess our sin and receive His forgiveness. Once we have received forgiveness, we must then agree with the Lord’s opinion of us. “There's nothing too dirty that You can't make worthy.” This is followed by the line, “You wash me in mercy. I am clean.” He has washed us in His mercy and we are clean.

Are there things that you believe about yourself that do not agree with God’s Word? Is it a refusal to believe that God can forgive your sins? Do you doubt your self-worth and value to God and others? Do you just feel that you will never be good enough? If to any of these the answer is yes, I beg you to hear the voice of Willy Wonka in your head screaming, “Strike that, reverse it!” Then speak scripture that tells you the truth.

Got Fruit? (8/24/15)

A while back there was an advertising campaign to promote drinking milk. The faces of celebrities and common people of all ages would appear on billboards, city buses and television screens proudly displaying a milk mustache. Beneath this image would be the simple statement “Got Milk?” These ads became very popular and soon variations began popping up. “Got _____?” The blank could be filled with anything. Got cookies? Got math? Got pets? Even, got Jesus? These and many, many more became catchphrases. `

I recently saw a T-shirt with the statement “Got Fruit?” On the reverse side of the shirt was the Scripture reference to the fruit of the spirit. Immediately the connection to the “Got Milk?” advertising campaign came to mind. The apostle Paul encourages us to develop the fruit of the Spirit. “But the fruit of the [Holy] Spirit [the work which His presence within accomplishes] is love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness, Gentleness (meekness, humility), self-control (self-restraint, continence). Against such things there is no law [that can bring a charge].” (Galatians 5:22-23 AMP) As I contemplated the question on the T-shirt, I thought of the milk mustache from the original ads. When we develop this fruit in our lives there will be visible evidence readily seen by those around us.

Jesus commanded us to love one another. “I give you a new commandment: that you should love one another. Just as I have loved you, so you too should love one another. By this shall all [men] know that you are My disciples, if you love one another [if you keep on showing love among yourselves].” (John 13:34-35 AMP) True love, the key to following this mandate, is described by John in his second letter. “And what this love consists in is this: that we live and walk in accordance with and guided by His commandments (His orders, ordinances, precepts, teaching). This is the commandment, as you have heard from the beginning that you continue to walk in love [guided by it and following it].” (2 John 6 AMP) When we follow all of the teachings of Jesus to the best of our ability, we will walk in this selfless love.

Consistent behavior, regardless of what we are facing, draws the attention of those around us. In difficult situations, true joy will keep us strong. ^“And be not grieved and depressed, for the joy of the Lord is your strength and stronghold.” (Nehemiah 8:10b AMP) By praying, trusting and thanking God, we can also remain peaceful in every situation. “Do not fret or have any anxiety about anything, but in every circumstance and in everything, by prayer and petition (definite requests), with thanksgiving, continue to make your wants known to God. And God's peace [shall be yours, that tranquil state of a soul assured of its salvation through Christ, and so fearing nothing from God and being content with its earthly lot of whatever sort that is, that peace] which transcends all understanding shall garrison and mount guard over your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6-7 AMP) Consistency is noticeable.

How we interact with others when we are controlled by the Holy Spirit and bear His fruit will become apparent to all. In a world where patience is in short supply we can stand out when we, ^“Rejoice and exult in hope; be steadfast and patient in suffering and tribulation; be constant in prayer.” (Romans 12:12 AMP) Others may be looking out for number one, but we can display kindness. ^“And become useful and helpful and kind to one another, tenderhearted (compassionate, understanding, loving-hearted), forgiving one another [readily and freely], as God in Christ forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32 AMP) We can reach out to others with only the intention of benefiting them. “So then, as occasion and opportunity open up to us, let us do good [morally] to all people [not only being useful or profitable to them, but also doing what is for their spiritual good and advantage]. Be mindful to be a blessing, especially to those of the household of faith [those who belong to God's family with you, the believers].” (Galatians 6:10 AMP)

We serve the God who is faithful in everything. As we follow the example of Jesus Christ we will also be faithful in both little and big things. “He who is faithful in a very little [thing] is faithful also in much…” (Luke 16:10a AMP) This is accomplished by turning our own desires over to the Lord. We are practicing self-control when we set aside our rights to fulfill God’s plan. “For those who are according to the flesh and are controlled by its unholy desires set their minds on and pursue those things which gratify the flesh, but those who are according to the Spirit and are controlled by the desires of the Spirit set their minds on and seek those things which gratify the [Holy] Spirit.” (Romans 8:5 AMP)

Does this lifestyle seem impossible? Acting in our own strength it would be. “…With men [it is] impossible, but not with God; for all things are possible with God.” (Mark 10:27b AMP) The key to showing visible evidence in all of these areas can be summed up in one passage. “Therefore be imitators of God [copy Him and follow His example], as well-beloved children [imitate their father]. And walk in love, [esteeming and delighting in one another] as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us...” Ephesians 5:1-2a (AMP) When we live with this as our motto, we will display the fruit of the Spirit in everything that we do. It will be far more obvious than any milk mustache.

Let the fruit of the Holy Spirit grow and develop in your life. Imitate Jesus in all that you do and the world will see this fruit in you.

Spring Cleaning of the Heart (5/19/14)

As the weather warms up, it is time to begin the chores of spring cleaning. I have been tackling things piecemeal for the last two months. One of the dreaded chores was cleaning a sliding glass door that leads from our kitchen into the backyard. Over the long, cold months of winter, I could only clean the inside of the door. There were so many dog licks and paw prints that I could hardly tell if I was even getting that side clean. Any attempts at cleaning the outside of the door were thwarted by the cold weather. Cleaning supplies would freeze on the glass before they could be wiped up and have any positive effect.

During those long months, a great amount of grime from rain, snow and mud built up on that door. By that nice sunny day when I tackled this task, my work was cut out for me. Armed with a heavy-duty cleaner for the doorframe, glass cleaner for the window and plenty of paper towels I attacked the project. I started with the doorframe and was pleased that only minimal scrubbing was required. I then picked up the cleaner and liberally sprayed down the entire glass from top to bottom. As a set the bottle down I realized it had not been the glass cleaner. I had again picked up the heavy-duty cleaning solution. Wiping the cleaner from the glass, I found the dirt and grime was coming up with ease. Unfortunately, what was left behind was a cloudy, streaky film. It was extremely difficult to even see through the window and into the kitchen. I sprayed the glass down again with the glass cleaner. After two wipe downs, it was remarkably clean. It was now easy to see and clean the prints on the inside of the door.    

Our hearts can be very much like that door. Just as the door is functional and necessary for going in and out, our lives have great purpose. Periodic cleaning of our hearts, the center of our lives, is also necessary. Sometimes I believe we focus more on certain areas than others. Just as I clean the inside of the door all winter long, we may have areas of our hearts that we keep open and in tune with God. These can be areas like praise or staying away from certain bad habits that were part of our past.  Each of us has areas of the heart that we keep clean before the Lord.

Then comes the day the Lord desires to tackle an area of life that we have avoided looking at. It may be a wrong attitude, forgiveness or anything else that hinders our relationship with God. This will take a little bit more work than a quick touch up.  We must desire to be cleaned up. “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right, persevering, and steadfast spirit within me.”  (Psalm 51:10 AMP) God will do the work when we come to Him.  “Let us all come forward and draw near with true (honest and sincere) hearts in unqualified assurance and absolute conviction engendered by faith (by that leaning of the entire human personality on God in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness), having our hearts sprinkled and purified from a guilty (evil) conscience and our bodies cleansed with pure water.” (Hebrews 10:22 AMP)

When my husband came home that night, he thought that I had left sliding door open. We had become used to the paw prints, lick marks and grimy build-up. To see the door as it truly appears, was surprising and wonderful. Now we see through the glass to the yard beyond. 

During the cleaning up process, our lives things may temporarily appear to get a bit cloudy. For a time we may even seem to be going backwards in out walk with God.  But we don’t stop while we are works in progress. “And I am convinced and sure of this very thing, that He Who began a good work in you will continue until the day of Jesus Christ [right up to the time of His return], developing [that good work] and perfecting and bringing it to full completion in you.” (Philippians 1:6 AMP) We can become that beautiful door that shows clearly through to the God side. 

I have since cleaned the door as I notice the evidence of doggies on the glass.  The process is much easier and takes very little time.  Touch ups will also be required regularly in our hearts.  They will also be easier and faster when we pay attention to minor evidence of the old ways creeping back into our lives. 

Whatever stage of cleaning your life is in, allow God to do His perfect work. And remember, “He has made everything beautiful in its time.” (Ecclesiastes 3:11a AMP) “Everything” includes you. And you will have the beautiful light of Christ shining through you.

(It is again time to clean that patio door window and to take a closer look at my own heart and what God is currently doing in me.)

Bad Fire Trucks? (6/11/14)

Bad Fire Trucks? (6/11/14)

I heard a story once of a little boy who lived near a fire station. He loved to hear and watch the fire trucks. Every time the siren would sound, he would race to the front window to see the bright, red engines racing by on their way to a fire.

One day he asked his mother, “Why do those big, red trucks go start fires all over town?” After recovering from her shock and regaining her composure, his mother explained that the fires are not started by the red trucks. The fires are already burning and the big, red trucks are going to help put them out.

The story is quite humorous. The mother truly believed that her son understood why those fire trucks raced off each day. She believed she had adequately taught the child that the men and women in those trucks were going to save lives and put out fires. Firemen were among the list of community helpers she had taught her son about.  She had called them heroes. Unfortunately, her son had gotten this all wrong.

People often react this way to God. We go about our daily lives and hard times inevitably occur. In the midst of our deepest struggles and hardest trials, we may find it difficult to talk to God or to believe that He is still for us. We can actually blame God for the difficulties we are experiencing. If not blatantly considering God the cause of our problems, we may still become angry that He does not quickly take them away. But God never moves in our lives to start trouble and cause destruction. He is often moving unseen on our behalf to provide help and rescue.  

There are many people in the bible who misinterpreted life’s trials in the same way. When Naomi returned from her struggles in Moab she stated, “Call me not Naomi [pleasant]; call me Mara [bitter], for the Almighty has dealt very bitterly with me. I went out full, but the Lord has brought me home again empty. Why call me Naomi, since the Lord has testified against me, and the Almighty has afflicted me?” (Ruth 1:20-21 AMP) The loss had been great, but the blessings to come were to be even greater.  Job’s wife, his friends and even Job believed that the tragedy he experienced must be God’s punishment for sin his life. In reality, Satan was responsible for the evil that befell Job. (See Job 1) God allowed the events, but His heart was for restoration. “And the Lord turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Lord gave Job twice as much as he had before.” (Job 42:10 AMP) Daniel, waiting for an answer, could have believed that God no longer heard him and refused to respond to his cries.  The angel finally and the answer finally arrived. “Then he said to me, Fear not, Daniel, for from the first day that you set your mind and heart to understand and to humble yourself before your God, your words were heard, and I have come as a consequence of [and in response to] your words. But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me for twenty-one days.” (Daniel 10:12-13a AMP) Ruth and Job believed a lie concerning God.  Daniel easily could have. 

King David had many opportunities to despair for his life.  He cried out to God and sometimes, feeling abandoned, David even asked God where He was.   His laments were numerous and passionate.  But in the end, David always returned to praising God.   He knew where his help came from. “The Lord is my Rock, my Fortress, and my Deliverer; my God, my keen and firm Strength in Whom I will trust and take refuge, my Shield, and the Horn of my salvation, my High Tower.” (Psalm 18:2 AMP) The Psalms show that David’s praise was far more passionate than the lament.

How do we respond in time of trial?  Do we run away from God or to Him? Scripture states, “You will show me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy, at Your right hand there are pleasures forevermore.” (Psalm 16:11 AMP) In order to remain joyful in trials, we must remain in God’s presence and trust Him. That does not mean we cannot pour our hearts out before Him. We do not have to pretend that everything is okay. We can even ask Him why things are happening and tell Him that right now it hurts. Just as the fire truck is going to put out the fire, we must believe that God is en route to extinguish the trials in our lives. He has not caused evil to happen.  He does not have a bad plan for us, and He gains no joy from watching us suffer. He is always working to bring about character and victory in our lives.  He always loves.

So if you are experiencing hard times, do not run from God.  Run to Him and pour out all your feelings. Trust Him.  He is already planning your deliverance.  The trial may last longer and be more intense than you would like, but God is working for your good, even now.  Trust Him!

(Note:  I am speaking both from past experience and the middle of struggles that I do not understand.  I too am crying out to God and striving to remain close to Him when instinct says to run and hide from it all.)

Children in the Courts of the Most High King (11/1/13)

Years ago I was facing some challenges and asked my brother for prayer and counsel.  Before we began to pray, he told me to close my eyes and picture us as two little children.  I had seen pictures of him as a young boy, and he had been a teen during my childhood.  It was fairly easy to see younger versions of ourselves.  He set the scene of a very majestic palace.  We were entering through the gates into a room full of dignitaries who had come with urgent business for the king.  I remember slowly walking down that hallway.  I saw lavish curtains and people sitting beside the walls.  Aged men in regal garments were speaking in hushed tone as they waited their turn with the King of Kings.

 Holding hands, we approached the huge throne, where our Heavenly Father was speaking with several important looking individuals.  As we came near the throne we heard that familiar, reassuring voice.  As His left hand rose gently to pause the conversation, His other hand was extended in our direction, beckoning us forward. With button popping pride, he stated, “One moment please, these are my kids!”  His face turned in our direction, and love radiated from His eyes.  We crawled into our extremely important Papa’s lap, and Dave proceeded to tell Him of our request.  I could only nod and agree.  God smiled and replied, “Okay, I can do that for you.”  He hugged us tight, kissed our cheeks and sent us on our way.  We crawled down from His lap and bounded back down the hallway we had entered from.  Dave was running and pulling me along as I skipped back to the door.

 Envisioning this scene many times in the years since, prayer has become comfortable for me.  Yet, I am aware that prayer can seem foreign or uncomfortable to many.  Some feel as though a different tone of voice is required when offering up petitions, supplications and intercession (or other strange words) before God.  Prayer can become a job or an obligation, rather than genuine communication with our loving Father.  Do not get me wrong, respect and awareness of His mighty position are essential.  Little children are aware of how big daddy is.  They may even tremble in his presence if they feel they may anger or disappoint him.  But children talk to dad, and we are to talk to our Father, God.

 In the Word we are given several directions on how to pray.  Jesus was asked by His disciples to teach them to pray He gave an outline to follow in what is commonly called The Lord’s Prayer. (I’ve included the entire passage in both Amplified and New Living Translations at the end of this post) The first words are Our Father.  We are to open prayer remembering that we are talking to our father.  We are told how to enter His presence.  “Enter his gates with thanksgiving; go into his courts with praise.” (Psalm 100:4 NLT) We are also instructed to come with confidence. “So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most.” (Hebrews 4:16 NLT)

 These are only a few of the many, many references to prayer found in the scriptures.  Taking time to search them out reveals that God wants us to come to Him and answers when we do. Romans 8 declares that we are fellow heirs with Christ, ^“The Spirit himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ,” (v16-17a) and siblings of Jesus. “For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.” (v29) As the eldest son, Jesus is most qualified to instruct on any subject, especially communicating with God, the Father.  We can follow His words and examples. “Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us.” (v34)

 This imagery has stayed with me over the years.  I have often shared this with others as we begin to approach the throne together.  In my own mind, I have taken friends there repeatedly.  I now see my elder brother Jesus encouraging me.  And I always find that same love in our Father’s eyes.  I leave my problems in my extremely important Papa’s lap, and I skip away with the lingering comfort of tight hugs and His reassuring voice.         

So today, as you make your requests known to your extremely important Papa; close your eyes and imagine the scene. This time it is a very young version of you.  You may be by yourself, with a friend or even in a group. (It is amazing how many can fit in His huge lap) Laugh, cry, chat and then skip away, knowing that Papa cares more about you then you can imagine.  You are one of ‘His kids!’

  

Matthew 6:8b – 13

…Father knows what you need before you ask Him.  Pray, therefore, like this: Our Father Who is in heaven, hallowed (kept holy) be Your name. Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.  Give us this day our daily bread.   And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven (left, remitted, and let go of the debts, and have given up resentment against) our debtors.  And lead (bring) us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen. (AMP)

for your Father knows exactly what you need even before you ask him!  Pray like this: Our Father in heaven, may your name be kept holy.   May your Kingdom come soon.  May your will be done on earth, as it is in heaven.  Give us today the food we need, and forgive us our sins, as we have forgiven those who sin against us.  And don’t let us yield to temptation, but rescue us from the evil one. (NLT)

Lessons From a Squirrel (9/13/13)

Lessons From a Squirrel

One day, back when I was in college, I was sitting in wooded area at the UW Parkside. I had been asking God about following his direction for my life. He showed me a picture of this, through the activities of a squirrel.

I observed the squirrel hop up onto the end of a fallen tree trunk. He ran with amazing speed to the other end.  He intently scanned the area and hopped off.  Cautiously, he began to cross the ground. He painstakingly selected where each foot was placed, zigzagging and turning through the underbrush. This process caused him to side step, change direction and even backtrack as he continued to the next fallen tree. Once there, he proceeded to again hop up on the trunk and run like the wind.

I watched this pattern repeat itself several times until my squirrel friend was out of sight. His turns and changes took him in a completely different direction than he had appeared to be headed when he initially began his journey. Eventually, he had climbed up into the branches of a tall, living tree far across the woods.

As I reflected on this process, I saw my life set before me. There would be times in my life that the direction would be clear and I would run with a confidence and passion for the things that God had set before me. At other times the path may not be so clear. I would have to test the ground to see where the proper steps would take me. During these times, seeking God and stepping out with care would be essential. These times may not be as fast moving, but they would allow God to fine-tune the direction of my live.

Now, more than 30 years later, I can see that this process has occurred over and over in my life. There have been times when my path has been clearly set before me.  Jesus promised “The sheep that are My own hear and are listening to My voice; and I know them, and they follow Me.” (John 10:27) I have known the next step from God and been able to follow it with confidence. Daily life occurs during these times, with its little distractions. But overall, I know where I’m going and that I am doing what God has for me at this time.

There are also those times when I have asked God, “What in the world are you doing?” During these times, I’m tempted to just sit and wait at the end of that tree trunk.  Because I do not see the next step clearly, I do not want to move. Sometimes this occurs because I don’t want to miss God.  Other times it is simply laziness or fear. Early on, God taught me a valuable lesson for when I am in this stubborn, stuck mode. “And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, ’This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.’” (Isaiah 30:21) This verse has given me great comfort when I step out into the unclear areas.  God promises us that if we take a step in the wrong direction he will call from behind, “Not that way. Turn this way.” When we have made the right choice, He’ll also nudge us on, “That’s it! Keep going!”  

Has my life turned out the way I intended? Has the path been easy and clear along the way? These questions make me chuckle just a little. Who could have seen a premature birth coming? Who intends to sit as a husband has in brain surgery? And then there are the comas, car wreck,” flight for life” to Children’s Hospital and several other incidents that have occurred in the life of my family. During these times it was so great to know that God would both speak so I could follow and go behind and call out to me and correct my path.

Think about the life of Joseph. I’m pretty sure he never intended to be sold by his brothers or get put in prison. But as he told those brothers later in life, “But now, do not be distressed and disheartened or vexed and angry with yourselves because you sold me here, for God sent me ahead of you to preserve life.” (Genesis 45:5) Joseph’s greatest work was only accomplished because of those hard times.  Similarly, my life is what it is today, because of my hard times.

These would be the times when my squirrel was between the tree trunks, testing the ground, carefully seeking his way. Knowing this, I can confidently choose my steps, knowing that God has another path already prepared for me.  Maybe this will be the time I climb into the branches of that strong, upright, living tree. And, even then, there will be another branch to climb or jump over to, as this wonderful walk with God continues.  Run, hop and climb with great expectation! 

 Following God’s voice or hearing Him from behind, you will be always remain in His care.

(Letter) Put Your Life in the Painting (9/2/2013)

Approximately two and a half years ago “What My Heart Sees Today” began. Until just a few weeks ago, I was able to post stories on Monday Wednesday and Friday of every week. The result is that 391 stories are currently available.
Due to time constraints and circumstances in this season of my life, it has become difficult to continue writing and posting on this 3 days format. After discussion with some friends, I have decided to return to the three days per week and repost some stories that have been written over the last two-and-a-half years. After taking a week or so off, I will intermingle these older posts with new stories. (There are already several started.)
If you have favorites that you would like to see again, please let me know!

So today, please enjoy the story that started it all.

Put Your Life in the Painting

Hanging in my den is a painting we have always referred to as “the praying mountain”.  It is a scene with a small cottage by a stream.  Giant mountains fill the distance.  The way the center mountain’s peaks are formed gives the appearance of two hands brought together in prayer.  Even in its immense beauty, this mighty mountain seems to realize a need to reach to the creator.

Looking at the painting, the central mountain draws your attention.  The praying peaks stand against a blue sky and two more distant mountains. Together they cover the top half of the canvas.  They are majestic and captivating.  Yet, despite their immenseness, this central mountain portrays a distinct sense of great power under submission.  This has always been a comfort and a blessing to me.

This painting had hung in a common room at the nursing home where my grandmother spent her final years in.  Since it had always been grandma’s favorite painting, my mother purchased it after grandma’s death.  It was displayed in her living room as a remembrance not only of Grandma, but also of God’s faithfulness to answer prayers. 

Years later, when Mom moved in with my family, the painting came to my home with her.  It has hung on different walls in my den. The quiet beauty has been a part of the room that is the center of our family’s life.  Mom has gone on to be with the Lord now. The painting remains a reminder of the women who trusted God with their prayers and the God who is trustworthy.

One day, as I looked up from my favorite corner of the couch, I once again pondered the mountains.  Then I allowed my eyes to drift downward to the cozy scene below.  I spent some time looking at the outline of the tiny cottage, imagining the interior and a family that would reside there.  I followed the flow of the stream into the woods, where I dreamed the father was out hunting for the evening dinner.  I ‘saw’ a young, barefoot boy hurrying through breakfast so he could grab the fishing pole in the corner. He longed to get to the stream before all the fish swam away.  Mom was futilely attempting to wipe oatmeal from the face and hands of her squirmy, toddler daughter, who was desperately trying to bolt from the highchair to follow her brother to the “fissies.”  I could almost smell the aroma of dough rising on the sideboard mixed with the lingering scents of bacon and eggs from breakfast.

As you can probably tell, I spent some time musing on a life that painting may contain.  I wondered why I seldom took time to look beneath those mountains to the life below.  I then felt the Lord encouraging me that my life was also placed beneath a mighty covering of prayer.  My life goes on day by day, but there in the distance is that mighty, immovable power of prayer.

Sometimes I can focus only on the prayers I pray for my family and friends.  I ask the Father for the things that my family needs. I even seek his guidance in the directions.  But If I fix my eyes only on my praying, I can forget the great covering over my daily life.  I can forget that God has and does call people to pray for me, sometimes before I even know I need it.  But worst of all, I can forget the one who sits at the right hand of the father constantly interceding for me.  When you compare my little prayers to his, it is almost laughable.

The word has some great promises for us.  God reveals himself as El Shaddai, the God who is more than enough.  Jesus was raised from the dead and sat down at the right hand of the father, where he intercedes day and night. (Romans 8:34, Hebrews 7:25, 1 John 2:1) The Holy Spirit is the advocate and intercessor promised by Jesus. (John 14-16)   How much more majestic can a covering of prayer and protection be?

In addition to all this, we have “so great a cloud of witnesses” cheering us on from the heavenly realm, as we run our race. (Hebrews 12:1-3) We also have the prayers of the saints here on earth, joining with us as we stand united to serve him.  I get excited just thinking about these promises.  I have to stop for a moment and thank God for it all.  Then I realize thanksgiving is probably the most powerful prayer I can pray.

So what about you?  Can you picture my painting with the mighty mountain posed in prayer dominating the scene? Put your life in this painting.  The imaginary family in the cottage lives its lives always aware of that majestic mountain. You can also live your life gratefully aware of a great, powerful, prayer covering.  Take comfort in living your daily life, knowing that prayer covers you.  Live in the constant shadow of a powerful God who cares for every detail of your life.