Know What You Sow

As gardeners go, my husband and I are in the novice category.  We have planted different vegetables over the years and are now getting more serious about the fruits and vegetables we choose to plant.  The last few years have really served to teach us more of what we didn’t know than anything else.  We’ve determined much of what we want and do not want from our garden. We also realize that much more research is necessary.  Here are a few things we have learned.

A few seasons ago, we started late and could not find zucchini or cucumber plants.  We opted to try a variety pack of seeds.  According to the package we would get several varieties of cucumbers, zucchini and three other types of squash.  Planting was exciting and growing promising.  But when harvest time came, it was disappointing.  None of the cucumber varieties had the flavor we anticipated.  The squash contained only a hybrid of yellow and zucchini.  It was ok, but again, not what we had hoped for.  We harvested what we had planted, but we had not planted what we had wanted.

I thought about the biblical principle of sowing and reaping.  “Do not be deceived: God is not mocked, for whatever one sows, that will he also reap.” (Galatians 6:7 ESV)  We may be careless in life and inadvertently sow seeds that are not what we intend.  “For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life.” (Galatians 6:8 ESV)  Sowing to the flesh can be as simple as laziness or inattentiveness.   It can also be intentional sin such as selfishness, rebellion or unforgiveness.  Whatever the wrong seed, it will not bring the desired harvest.

This past year we planted cauliflower.  We never realized that there were different varieties. This variety looked great as it was growing.  There was a pretty purple coloring in the stalks.  When harvest time came, we were again disappointed.  Though visually appealing, the plants were tough and not as flavorful as we had hoped.  It was fine steamed, and we enjoyed the dishes made with.  But this cauliflower fell short of great.

We are cautioned in the Word about being deceived by appearances.  When the prophet was sent to anoint a king, he chose the wrong brother.  “But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not look on his appearance or on the height of his stature, because I have rejected him. For the Lord sees not as man sees: man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord looks on the heart.” (1Samuel 16:7 ESV)  He continued through the brothers until he finally found David and heard the Lord’s approval.  David had a heart after God.  We need to be sure we are not doing something that looks to be good, but is not the Lord’s actual direction for us.  These works can bring an unintended harvest.  In place of the peace and joy that comes from following the Father’s will, it may bring frustration and burn out. 

Our third gardening error deals with both inattentiveness and listening to those who ‘should’ know.  The season before last, I found a variety of cherry tomato that was very sweet and we really enjoyed.  I was sure it was a ‘chocolate’ cherry.  When we went looking for plants this year, no one at the nurseries had heard of them.  After several people told me I was describing the ‘black cherry’ variety, we purchased a plant.  As the season progressed and I did some more study of seeds and plants on line, I found that there truly is a ‘chocolate’ variety.  Though the black cherry was okay, it was not significantly different from the regular cherry tomatoes we had planted.  If I had noted the plant name and where I had purchased it the prior year, I would have stood my ground and searched for the chocolate cherry.

In life we have to focus on what God has planted in our hearts.  Journaling during my times with the Lord helps me remember.  People may think they know what is right for us.  They may be well meaning, but they may still be wrong.  We have to hear from God, stand our ground and go after His call.  “The sheep hear his voice, and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.” (John 10:3 ESV)  We must hear and follow only the Great Shepherd’s voice.

Not all of our gardening experiences have been negative.  We had excellent plantings of spinach and leaf lettuces this year.  Our berry plants were wonderful and the regular size tomatoes beyond plentiful.  We’ll be repeating some of these again.

So as we prepare for next season we will revise our plans.  We’ve researched and made some adjustments. We will continue to learn and plant what we want to harvest and enjoy

As we go through the seasons of life we need to do the same.  Then we can best follow the leading of God and have a good harvest.   And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.  So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith.” (Galatians 6:9-10 ESV)  

A New Plan

While losing weight and changing clothing sizes, thrift stores became my friend.  I did not want to spend a lot of money on clothing I would only wear for a short time.  Years earlier, while my young son had been rapidly out growing his clothes, I learned that you can find some really nice items that have been donated to these charitable shops.  Now that I am at a more stable size, I do not shop very often.  I only stop in at my favorite thrift store occasionally to add some variety.  So when I stopped in this summer, I was surprised to see that the layout of this store had completely changed.  The registers that had been near the entrance were now off to the side.  Many of the items were in or close to their original location, but others had been moved around.

 Totally thrown by the new layout, I wandered back to find a pair of black capris.  I needed them for an outdoor event for work.  When I could not find a rack specifically dedicated to capri length pants, I proceeded to try the regular pants racks.  Looking through the black pants I found a few pairs. After trying them on, I found myself disappointed.  One did not fit. Another did not have the pockets that I needed.  I found something wrong with each pair I tried.  I finally found a pair I would make due.   I had waited until the last day before the event and not buying something would mean wearing heavy slacks in the hot sun.

 As I walked to get in line to check out, I found the rack of capris near the new registers.  I really did not want to try any more on.  I almost settled for the pair in my hand.  Then I decided the two pairs in my size were worth trying.  My husband, who was waiting in the car, was patient and a few more minutes would not make that much difference.  To my surprise, the first pair I tried on were exactly what I was looking for.  They fit well, were the right material and had deep pockets.  I returned to the checkout line and purchased them.                     

My first reaction when entering the store was shock and confusion.  Although the former layout had not been the most efficient, it was familiar.  I can get into a routine and expect the same things from God every time I approach Him.  It is true that God never changes. “For I am the Lord, I do not change;” (Malachi 3:6 AMP)  How He works in my life is another story.  My life may take many twists and turns. If I do not closely follow the Father, I may be surprised at what I find.  This may not even involve staying away from Him.  I may just not be paying close attention as he makes a minor course change. 

When I find surprising changes in my life, I must slow down and examine the situation.  I cannot expect to act and react the same ways I have before.  God has a new plan.  If I stay attentive, He will show this plan. “Behold, the former things have come to pass, and new things I now declare; before they spring forth I tell you of them.” (Isaiah 42:9 ESV)  This plan has rearranged some things. I cannot rely on past experiences or conventional wisdom.  But God knows I am not always right in line with Him.  Sometimes He has to say, “Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.” (Isaiah 43:19 ESV)  Seeking His plan anew and listening to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit is my key to staying on track. 

I almost missed the perfect pair of capris that day.  The first miss was not seeing them as I walked past them on the way to where I thought they would be.  I almost missed out a second time, because I was willing to settle for what I had found in the old location.  I almost considered a few more minutes to be too much effort.  I’m glad I did not settle.  

I need to be sure to walk toward what God has for me, not what I think that should be.  I’m always glad when I take the time to find God’s best for me.  My aim is to renew my mind daily. “Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” (Romans 12:2 ESV)   It is always worth the effort to find God’s good, acceptable and perfect will.  

Do not be thrown by changes in your life.  Seek God and wait for the very best.  He sent Jesus to rescue us and will lead us in all good things.  Settle for nothing less!

Abba's Coming Home!

“For you did not receive the spirit of slavery to fall back into fear, but you have received the Spirit of adoption as sons, by whom we cry, ‘Abba! Father!’”  (Romans 8:15 ESV)  I have heard that Abba is a familiar term, most closely translated ‘daddy.’  That is significant to me.  Whereas ‘father’ denotes the role and position in the family, ‘daddy’ brings images of hugs, playfulness, tears kissed away and stories read.  This has greatly influenced my view of God. 

One day I was visiting a friend.  Her husband is from Israel and their home was greatly influenced by that culture, including the language.  Late in the afternoon, she instructed her son pick up his toys, because “Abba’s coming home.”  His eyes got big and his smile even bigger.  He began to pick up his toys and put them away.  All the while he sang a made up little tune.  “Abba’s coming home! Abba’s coming home!”  Every few minutes he checked back to see if his abba was here yet.  The face of this precocious little boy was always expressive.  Yet that day I witnessed an instant transformation from playful little boy to pure joy and expectation. 

We are to come to God as little children. “… Truly I say to you, unless you repent (change, turn about) and become like little children [trusting, lowly, loving, forgiving], you can never enter the kingdom of heaven [at all].” (Matthew 18:3 AMP)  That trust and love, as seen in our little friend, is the attitude we should have towards our heavenly Father; our Abba. 

Are you expecting Abba to show up?  In a church service or other meeting of believers do you expect Him, or do you just come to see and hear people.  We have this promise. “For wherever two or three are gathered (drawn together as My followers) in (into) My name, there I Am in the midst of them.”(Matthew 18:30 AMP)  But, do we truly believe and expect His Presence?  If the answer is ‘yes,’ Great! If not, why not? 

What happens when daddy comes home?  I have watched my husband throw my son in the air and tumble on the floor.  Little girls invite daddy to tea parties and ask him, “Am I pretty?”  Little children love to giggle and sit in daddy’s lap for stories and secrets.  And how often has daddy not even made it through the door, before he is presented with a little one’s most recent achievement?  This may be an unrecognizable drawing, but to daddy it is always wonderful. 

Is this what your personal times with God look like?  Do you expect to hear from Him?  Do you plan to have a conversation with Him during these times?  Do you giggle and share secrets? God wishes to tell you his secrets. “The secret [of the sweet, satisfying companionship] of the Lord have they who fear (revere and worship) Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its [deep, inner] meaning”. (Psalm 25:14 AMP)  My husband and I would ask Jon, “Want to know a secret?”  To his positive response we would reply, “I love you!”  Soon he would ask us the same question and give us the same reply.  God longs show us His love in so many different ways.  He also longs to hear His children express their love and thankfulness. 

Sometimes the encounter with daddy is not as playful.  There are times that correction must take place.  But correction restores relationship. “For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.” (Hebrews 12:11 ESV)  Trust gets renewed.  Daddy cares enough to make sure I grow up right. 

Hurts and fears can be brought to daddy.  He will kiss away the boo boos And, what can calm one’s fears better than the strong arms of daddy holding you tight?   All is right with the world. 

Safety, security, fun, friend, protection, bigger than life…all can be found in daddy.  Your times can include these, all wrapped into one combined image that flashes across your mind when you hear the words, ‘Daddy’s coming!’ Spend your days with the constant anticipation that your ‘Daddy is coming! Your Abba is coming!’ 

My son and I were packing up to leave when abba walked through the door.  The exuberance with which that little boy ran and jumped into the arms of his abba was wonderful to see.  I looked to his abba’s face and found the smile was even larger.  I left my friend’s home that afternoon with a new appreciation of my heavenly Abba.  Jon and I went directly home to be sure we were there in time to greet his daddy, who would soon be coming home from work.  The scene was replayed in our home as in many other homes that evening. 

Let this scene play in your daily life.  God will greet you with that same exuberance, and His heart will melt when He looks into your expectant eyes and sees the love and anticipation there. Abba's coming home!

A Beautiful Centerpiece

I recently saw a bouquet of fall flowers set in the center of a table.  I studied the arrangement to see just what made it so beautiful.  Variety was the key.  There were, of course, several colors represented in the mix.  But it was not only the variation of color that created the beauty.  I also noticed different petal shapes as well as various heights of individual flowers and greenery.  All were needed to create this masterpiece of nature’s best.

 Variety is definitely a key, but careful placement is just as critical.  The flowers were not grouped by color, shape or size.  In fact the opposite was utilized.  Contrast created the pleasing effect.  No two flowers of the same color were beside each other.  Tall and short, narrow and wide, large and small; all are intermingled.

God has created each one of us uniquely. When we come into a relationship with Jesus, that uniqueness does not change. He intends to use that uniqueness in His own specific way. God will mold and shape our character. His goal is to prune away those things that detract from true beauty.  The uniqueness He has placed in us will remain and actually be enhanced. That unique personality will be placed precisely where He wants it to flourish. And in most cases, it will be placed in the middle of completely different personalities.

Why do people try to segregate into groups of commonality?  Why do we not see that our differences are what complete the picture?

Consider an arrangement that is all the same flower.  If that were your favorite flower you may enjoy it.  Otherwise there would be nothing to attract you.  Likewise, an arrangement could contain several small bouquets of an individual flower attached to each other.  This would only be appealing if you were viewing it from the angle that contained your preferred flower.  From another angle it would not be as pleasant.  In any case it would eventually become boring.

My father was not fond of daisies, but my mother liked them.  She also loved anything blue.  These preferences were relayed to the florist for consideration when ordering an arrangement for them.  The end result was a multicolored creation that included lots of blue and only a few daisies. There was plenty of variety and the effect was stunning.  Not only my parents would enjoy this arrangement, but those who visited their home would as well.  

God has placed us in groups to be attractive to the world.  He has something for everyone who comes to Him.  He has a place for everyone to fit. When we are all in bloom, others will see this.  The true beauty is the centerpiece, not any one individual. “For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.” (Ephesians 2:10 NLT) 

In addition to the visual variety in my beautiful centerpiece, there are other differences. Sometimes the most beautiful flowers have little or no scent. The less visually appealing bloom will be the most fragrant. If you were to approach the bouquet and inhale its sweet aroma, you may not be able to tell which blooms the wonderful scents are coming from. You may be surprised if you begin to smell each one. Those blooms that attracted your eye may have drawn you to this bouquet. But when you got up close, you find it is other blooms that make you want to stay and appreciate the full beauty.

The same can be true of the work of God.  Any undertaking requires many different talents to bring it success. It is not always the visible gifting that makes the most impact. The subtle contributions of people who remain behind the scenes can have the greatest impact on someone who attends an event.  The comment of a quiet member of a class or study group can have a greater impact than the teacher’s lesson.  A smile or a nod from someone passing by can come at just the right time for someone who is hurting. We cannot consider our ways or roles the most important.  We must deem others important and cooperate with them. “Live in harmony with one another; do not be haughty (snobbish, high-minded, exclusive), but readily adjust yourself to [people, things] and give yourselves to humble tasks. Never overestimate yourself or be wise in your own conceits.” (Romans 12:16 AMP)  

 I have often heard the saying, “Bloom where you are planted.” I believe I would also say, “Bloom where you have been placed.” God is the master florist. He not only created each and every plant that we appreciate. He also arranges them together in a myriad of colors and scents. He has not only created each and every one of us with our own unique abilities that can be appreciated. He arranges us together with a myriad of equally unique personalities. Together we enhance each other and complete the picture God has intended. I am so glad that God has put us all together, and that He chooses where we are placed

So today, simply bloom where you have been placed in His breathtaking arrangement.

Looking For Red Lights

Generally, as we drive, we are hoping for green lights.  I have a 30 minute drive to work and would love to sail through all of the lights without stopping.  (There are between 20 and 24 traffic signals depending on the location and route I take.)  I can frequently see two lights, the one I am approaching and the next one down the road. I had found myself looking at these distant lights and getting excited when they are green, only to be frustrated when they turn red before I arrive. This practice is neither productive nor encouraging.
I have found that looking to the far light and seeing red is much better than seeing all green.  By the time I reach a light that was red when I first spotted it, it has usually turned green or is very close to doing so.  I have also found that the lights and cars close up and in my direct path are so much more important to be watching. I cannot respond to what I see in the distance, but I must respond to what I see directly in front of me.
So often in life, we look ahead and all we can see are the barriers to our dreams for the future.  We forget about the fact that we have not arrived there yet.  We are so busy looking out ahead that we don’t even see the step we are currently making. We don’t celebrate how far we have come or how we are progressing at the current time.  We don’t see life’s “green light” that we barely had to slow down for. 
So what is actually taking place at that distant intersection where the light is red?  Obstacles are moving out of my way.  The cross traffic is currently moving beyond my path.  In reality the way is being prepared for me.  When I drive through that intersection, whether after waiting or because it was already green, it will be free of traffic.  It will be prepared for me.  It will be safe.
The same things are happening in life. God is already orchestrating my future. He is preparing hearts and situations. Obstacles are being moved that would prevent me from achieving my goals. He is also preparing me so that when I reach that junction, I can pass through safely.
Jesus speaks about not worrying about tomorrow.  ^”So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble.” (Matthew 6:34 AM P)   In traffic this could be paraphrased to say, “Don’t worry about the future lights, this current light is the only one that matters. Keep your focus right in front of you. You can deal with the next light, whether red or green, when you get there.”  In day to day life this verse simply states, “Forget about the future.  Look what God is doing, right now, right in front of you.  The future will be ready when you arrive.”
Hoping for red lights seems a bit strange, both in traffic and in life’s dreams. My physical destination, whether the parking lot at work or my driveway at home, is beyond my line of sight. There are many traffic lights in its path.  Some I will sail through.  For others I will have to stop.  My spiritual destination is also out of my line of sight with many obstacles along the way.  I have found that I enjoy both my ride to work and my daily walk with God so much more when I look to the current, close up path and let the distance say stop for now.  

So get on the road. Allow yourself plenty of time and let the distant lights be red.  They will turn green.  Above all, enjoy your ride! God is not waiting for you at your destination, He with you all along the way.

Crack Open My Heart (Prayers of the Heart 3)

There have been times that people has claimed that I am a bit of a nut.  (These comments usually come after I have delivered a particularly bad pun.)  The origins of some of the stories on this blog may increase the credibility of that reputation.  I had been praying about the need for a broken, God-like heart.   Then snacking on some pistachios, I saw an analogy God would use to teach me about my heart.  OK, so God told me I was like a pistachio.  I guess He agrees that I am a nut.  What’s worse, I can sometimes be a ‘hard nut to crack’! 

Pistachios, yum!  These nuts are really quite healthy.  Besides being full of protein, healthy fats, good carbs and fiber, I counted more than 25 vitamins and minerals.  And they are a green food. (OK, that may be stretching it, but the rest is all true.)  These little nuts are packed full off nutrition.  But to get to this goodness, you must crack the shell and let the nut out.

As I looked into the container of pistachios, I noticed that there were nutshells all at different levels of opening.  Some shells had spread so wide that the nut had already fallen out.  Others were fairly wide open and required only a little pressure to come apart and release the treasure within.  Others had separated less.  These could still be easily opened but required a little more pressure.  The final group contained shells that were intact or had only a tiny crack.  Still the line on which these nuts could be cracked was evident.  These would take some effort and a tool to get to the nut within.

These observations can also apply to my heart. Hidden within is a great, health-giving treasure.  Unfortunately, shells surround various areas of my heart.  These shells need to be broken off to let that treasure out.

Some areas in my heart I have opened wide and the grace of God flows freely.  In many cases these are connected to testing and trials that I have come through by the grace and provision of God.  I love the passage, ^“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.” (2 Corinthians 1:3-4 ESV)  I have experienced the tender presence of God as He walked me through trials that could easily have crushed me.  I love to help and encourage others who may be experiencing similar trials. 

The next two types of heart shells are areas that God is currently working on.  There are various levels, both in His work and my compliance.  The two go hand in hand.  The shell of my heart that is ready to break open requires only a small nudge from God to lead me to obedience.  I sometimes find myself amazed at how far I have come when I am willing to comply with his requests.  At other times I am not so quick to obey. I do come around, but only after I’ve voiced some of my objections first.  Cracking shells is a process.   ^“And all of us, as with unveiled face, [because we] continued to behold [in the Word of God] as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are constantly being transfigured into His very own image in ever increasing splendor and from one degree of glory to another; [for this comes] from the Lord [Who is] the Spirit.” (2 Corinthians 3:18 AMP)  Continually beholding the word of God in that mirror helps me to see just how foolish my objections are. I see the great benefit of surrendering to His will. I realize my heart is becoming more like His, one decision at a time.  Then I can willingly say, “Crack me open.  I want your love to come out.”

But alas, there is that fourth type of nutshell.  It is solidly intact and will not lend itself to be easily broken open.  Sometimes this shell is simple rebellion.  I have not yet chosen to give God control over this area of my life.  Other times I am not even aware a shell is present. I have never even considered how God sees or feels about a situation.  And often a shell has been formed as the result hurt of or insecurity.  It has become a protective barrier to keep pain out.  Past experiences have caused me to wall this piece of the heart in.  Unfortunately, whatever the source, a hard shell will cause me to hide the gift of God inside.  I need to place my heart in God’s hands.   The king’s heart is in the hand of the Lord, as are the watercourses; He turns it whichever way He wills.” (Proverbs21:1 AMP)   God’s hand is the best place my heart can be.  In His hands I find gentle correction for rebellion. He gives me a view and understanding of His heart. And with tenderness He brings true healing as I open up. I must not only allow Him in, but I must be willing to let Him to select the tool, whether nutcracker for rebellion or scalpel for past wounds.  When God says “It’s time,” it truly is time for the shell to be broken off.  Allow Him to shelter and mold your heart with His gentle, strong hands.  Allow him to make your heart flow with the love displayed by Jesus.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us.”   (2 Corinthians 4:6-7 ESV)   Ask God to work daily in your life to break off all of the shells that surround areas of your heart.  Ask Him to show you His heart and mold your heart to be like His.  He will.  Let God do His perfect work in you, so that you can release that life-giving treasure within and nourish the world with His love and grace. 

Adjust My Focus (Prayers of the Heart #2)

Have you attended an event where, in addition to being live on the stage or platform, the speaker is shown on large screens?  This is how it is at our church.  As a member of the tech team, I have had the opportunity to operate a camera and many opportunities to hear the director giving cues to the regular camera operators.  The primary requirements of a good camera shot, is proper focus and view.  The person or object on the screen must be both sharp and centered.  This is also true of our hearts.  We must keep our hearts centered and focused on God and His plan for us.

To set the focus for a shot, you zoom in and focus on the center point.   When this is a person, you zoom in to a close up of the face.  Here you fine tune for the sharpest, clearest image you can obtain.  Then you zoom back out to capture the entire scene that will be on screen.  This can remain fairly tight and just capture that person, or it can also be a wider shot that includes other people and objects.

The same principles are true in the Word of God.   Throughout the Bible we are told to seek God.  “Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on him now while he is near.”(Isaiah 55:6 NLT)    As we go about our daily lives we must focus on the face, the character, of God and His plan for our lives.  Keeping our focus on who God is, His love and faithfulness, will put everything else in our lives into proper perspective.  It will keep the whole picture of our lives in focus.  This comes by hearing, reading and truly believing the Word of God. 

Once you have set the focus on your shot, you are ready to go.  As you change scenes, the focus often remains intact.  Periodically you will hear the direction to adjust the focus because the shot is “a little soft”.  It is a little fuzzy.  Sometimes a minute adjustment can sharpen the image.  At other times the director may instruct you to zoom in and reset the focus.  The image may appear to be just fine in the cameraman’s monitor, but the director is viewing a larger, more accurate preview screen.  He sees the shot more clearly, plus he sees the other camera views and the script.  He is also considering the other aspects that go along with the camera shots.  These include lighting, shading and graphics. He sees what all of the team members are doing and he knows what is coming next. He has the plan.

We must live our lives centered on the character of God. His character does not change, but the scenes of our lives will.  As circumstances change, we may get just a little fuzzy on the character of our all loving, all knowing, faithful God.  Subtle doubts or questions can get us just a little off without our even realizing it.  When these times come, it is so important to focus our ears on His voice. The tech team members wear headphones that enable us to hear the director and each other.  Our spirits can hear the voice of the Spirit of God.  Then we must let Him be the director of our lives.  Only God sees the entire picture.  Only He knows the script, both for our individual lives and for all of eternity.  He sees the lives of everyone around us, the parts they are playing, and He knows just how everyone’s role will fit together. Listen to this voice and keep sharp on God’s character. Like the psalmist let your heart say, “I prepare [a prayer, a sacrifice] for You and watch and wait [for You to speak to my heart].”(Psalm 5:3b AMP)

All of these adjustments go on off screen.  While one cameraman is making needed adjustments, another camera is being viewed.  God often works behind the scenes in our lives.  He calls us aside and privately leads us in character adjustments without exposing our flaws to everyone around us.  If we are quick to change we can continue on without anyone ever being aware of the process.  “Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: 

Today, if you will hear His voice,  Do not harden your hearts.” (Hebrews 3:7-8a AMP)  If we fail to adjust, we may miss out on an opportunity God intended for us at that time.  There will be other opportunities, once we get in proper focus.  Our best action is to focus as directed and wait patiently for the director to use us. 

Remember, the director is responsible for the final outcome.  Follow his directions, whether you understand or agree with them.  Then you will be a part of something bigger and better than you were even aware was happening.  Leave the results up to him.  God is also responsible for working out His plan.  Follow His lead and make the adjustments He requires.  Then you will be a part of a beautiful project; far greater than you realized was going on. “He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.” (Ecclesiastes 3:11)

I Need a New Heart, Please (Prayers of the Heart #1)

Last week I purchased a wireless mouse for my computer. I was unable to make the mouse work. I took it out of the package and did everything the instructions said, but something was still wrong. I tried re-doing the batteries in the opposite order. I tried clicking every button on the mouse in various sequences. I tried turning it on and off and on again. Although the light of the optical eye would come on, it would not stay on and enable the mouse to work.

Acknowledging that I’m not extremely techy, I decided to let my husband have a look at it. He confirmed that it was defective and did not work. At this point, I acknowledged that I would have to exchange this mouse for a new one that would operate as intended. The old one was broken, plain and simple. I could not improve it. It could not be fixed.  Although it looked perfectly fine, what really mattered was that it did not work.

My only choice was to return to the store and exchange this defective mouse for a new, functional mouse. I needed a mouse that came from the manufacturer correctly assembled and ready to operate as intended. I needed a replacement.

Our hearts are very much like this defective mouse. We are born into this world with defective hearts.  ^“As it is written, None is righteous, just and truthful and upright and conscientious, no, not one.” (Romans 3:10 AMP)  Not even one person came into this world with a heart seeking to serve and obey God and truly love others.  ^“The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]?” (Jeremiah 17:9 AMP)  We are born with the sin nature.  We are born sick.

So we come into this world with a sick heart. And what do we try to do first, but fix it ourselves. We may try being good or outdoing our neighbor. But all of our efforts will not fix the heart. We may then turn to someone else who we think can fix us. This may be a friend or a counselor. Although they may provide some good advice concerning life’s situations, they cannot fix our sin-sick heart. Just as my husband, who knows far more about computers than I do, could not fix my mouse, no one in this world can fix our hearts.

We have only one choice. We need to return to the manufacturer. We need to go to the creator of hearts and giver of life, God Himself. Only he can exchange our sin sick hearts for new, healthy, life-filled hearts. And He promises us that He will. “ A new heart will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you, and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in My statutes, and you shall heed My ordinances and do them.” (Ezekiel 36:26-27AMP) I love that imagery. A hard, cold stone heart is replaced by a warm, soft, living heart of flesh.  And we know that when God says He will do something that He will.

So if you have never taken your heart to Lord and asked him for a new one, I encourage you to do that today. All I had to do with my mouse was take it back to the store and explain that it did not work. They took the old one and gave me one that works just perfectly. Many years ago, I did the same thing with my heart.  I cried out to God, admitting that I could not love, or even live my life, without a new heart. Since that day my life has been transformed.  I am continually growing and learning new ways to use this soft heart.

Take your broken, sick heart and hand it to Jesus.  Admit that it is broke and you cannot fix it. He will replace it with a brand-new, perfect heart.  This heart comes at no charge! “For it is by free grace (God's unmerited favor) that you are saved (delivered from judgment and made partakers of Christ's salvation) through [your] faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the  of God;  Not because of works [not the fulfillment of the Law's demands], lest any man should boast. [It is not the result of what anyone can possibly do, so no one can pride himself in it or take glory to himself.]” (Ephesians 2:8-9 AMP)  This new heart will operate as the creator intended it. You will have the capacity to love like He loves as you grow in knowledge of that love. Enjoy your new heart and your new life.

(If you take your broken heart to God and ask for a new heart, tell someone who also knows Him.  Allow them to help you begin to know all that walking with this new love will entail.)

The Great Traveling Companion

For two summers during college, I lived and worked in Yellowstone Park.  While there I had the opportunity to go on many hikes.  Though I enjoyed the hiking and sightseeing, I never did become a skilled back country person.  I stuck mostly to easier hikes, but did endeavor a few steeper climbs.
One such climb has stuck with me all these years.  Four of us had taken our days off and gone north to Glacier National Park.  Mary, a friend of mine, was working that summer in Glacier at a lodge that was set back and required hiking into.  A girl whose room was across the hall from mine had gotten to know Mary the previous summer when she had worked at Yellowstone.  We thought it would be fun to drive up and surprise her.
We arrived at the lot where we would leave the car and backpack in.  There were two paths that could be taken to the lodge.  One was a scenic path with switchbacks and a gentle climb.  The other was more direct and therefore steeper.  One of the members of our group, Lavonne, wanted to take the steeper path.  I looked at the map and thought the elevation change of 1000 feet in the distance of the path was challenging, but not horrible.  I said I would do it.  Later, I realized that I had misread the map.  The climb was actually 2000 feet in that distance.  That wasn’t challenging, but to a novice hiker, it was insane.  Little did I realize what was ahead for me, both physically and spiritually.
As the climb began, we chatted until I became too winded to walk and talk comfortably.  During this time Lavonne gave me encouraging words and took as many breaks as I needed.  As we climbed farther and the heat of the day increased, Lavonne took my backpack and carried it for me.  She was so helpful and encouraging.  A Montana native, she could probably have jogged up that path.   Yet she paced herself with me and stayed right by my side.
About 2/3 the way up, I began to despair that I would even make it to the top.  I then began to doubt that Mary would even be there when I arrived.  We had planned this as a surprise after all.  In only a few moments we heard voices of a group coming down the path.  It was actually Mary and some of her coworkers going to get supplies.  When she returned she would have the rest of the day off.  I now, not only knew she would be here, but that she would have time to spend with us.
I was a bit energized, but that last portion of the climb was about to do me in.  This trail had been way above my endurance level.  When I believed I could not take another step, I felt Lavonne’s hands as she came up behind and literally pushed me the final distance.  We had been so close to the top and I had been so close to quitting and collapsing right there.  But then we rounded the crest and I saw a spectacular view.  It was truly breathtaking.  We both paused to take it in. After a few minutes appreciating God’s creative beauty, I saw another beautiful sight.  The path to the lodge sloped gently downward from where we stood.
During this climb the Lord spoke to me about the life I would walk with Him. He wanted to be my lifelong traveling companion. I knew in my heart that what I was seeing in Lavonne was a picture of His care for me.  He would offer encouragement and travel at my speed, but never let me stay too long in one spot.  He will carry the load when I cannot.  “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy-laden and overburdened, and I will cause you to rest. [I will ease and relieve and refresh your souls.” (Matthew 11:28 AMP) 

When we begin to lose hope, God sends little promises of our end result.  These can come from many sources including the Word, a song, an event or other people. “A word fitly spoken and in due season is like apples of gold in settings of silver.” (Proverbs 25:11 AMP)  This speaks of a beautiful gift, just like hearing Mary’s voice that day was for me.  These little reminders are always precious gifts when we find them. 

When I truly felt like I was going to collapse, I asked the Lord just how far He would go to help me.  It was at that very moment that I felt the hands on my back pushing me forward.  He will be faithful for whatever you need.  He will push you over the top when necessary.  Then He will step back and watch you, His precious child, as you view the vista ahead.  He may even throw in a gentle downward slope to that restful lodge.

No one was aware of what truly happened to me that day.  Even Lavonne was amazed when I later related the lessons God taught me through her.  I believe that she was listening to Him as she went about that hike and helped me as exactly as He led her too.  Listen to God as you walk through your day.  You may be the person He uses to bring His encouragement, carry a load or even push a brother or sister up the final steps of their struggle.
Do you sometimes feel like the lowland, city girl who is trying a tough climb in high elevation air?  Does that gentle slope of the scenic path sound real good to you?   Do you ever feel like you misread the map and may not have signed up for this Christian life if you had known what lie ahead?  Be sure you know who your travel companion in this life will be.  There will be times when the path is steep and difficult.  Jesus will get you to the top by whatever means necessary.  There will also be times when the road has a gentler incline and there He will walk beside you.  He will converse with you as you share the beautiful views of all that he has made and planned.  And when you feel like you have agreed to something far beyond what you bargained for, He will show you that with Him you can accomplish immeasurably more that you ever dreamed possible.
By the way, we had a great visit with Mary.  The following day we took that same path down to the parking lot. What had taken several hours to climb the previous day, took less than twenty minutes to descend.  It was actually difficult to slow the pace enough to not topple forward from running too fast.  Our other two companions were astounded that we had hiked up that path.  No one was more amazed than me.

More Than A Magic Carpet Ride

“Do you trust me?”  Aladdin speaks these words to Princess Jasmine as she ponders getting on the magic carpet.  She decides to take the chance and steps on.   In the Disney movie, the song, ‘A Whole New World’ plays as the princess discovers all the wonders of the kingdom. This kingdom already belongs to her by her royal birth, but she has been sheltered within the palace. She has crept out in secret before, but only caught small glimpses of the outside world. She has no idea all that is actually hers, simply because of who she is.  She is the daughter of the sultan who rules this kingdom.  She is his heir.

Followers of Jesus Christ are called children of God and heirs of a heavenly kingdom.  “And if we are [His] children, then we are [His] heirs also: heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ [sharing His inheritance with Him]; only we must share His suffering if we are to share His glory.”  (Romans 8:17 AMP)  Many opportunities and benefits are available to us as heirs.  We find these in the Word of God.  Yet many Christians never step out into what God has planned. We may venture out for a taste of that plan, but don’t fully step out.

 I am reminded of Peter, sitting fearfully in a boat on a stormy sea. Then he sees Jesus out on the water.   “And Peter answered Him, Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water.  He said, Come! So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water, and he came toward Jesus.” (Matthew 14:28-29)  He was unhappy in that boat, which was being tossed around.  He heard the invitation of Jesus and responded. 

 Jasmine did not step out because flying carpets were known to be safe modes of transportation.  Peter did not step out of the boat because stormy seas had been proven to support a man’s weight.  When analyzed by previous their experiences, stepping out did not make sense.  They both stepped out because they knew and trusted the one who was inviting them to come along.

 Do you know and trust the one who calls to you?  He is trustworthy. “God is faithful (reliable, trustworthy, and therefore ever true to His promise, and He can be depended on); by Him you were called into companionship and participation with His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord.” (1 Corinthians 1:9AMP)  He can be counted on to fulfill every promise he has made.  Jesus is always a faithful companion.

The Lord desires to show you what He has in store for you.   ^“Ask me and I will tell you remarkable secrets you do not know about things to come.” (Jeremiah 33:3NLT)  Ask Him.  Then as He reveals these things, you can begin to walk with Him as you experience them.  The magic carpet provided a great view of the kingdom.  But Jasmine had to step off the carpet to experience what was hers.  You can enjoy the view that God’s promise provides, but to experience what you have in Christ, you have to take a step in the direction of the promise.  Only then can you walk out the plan you are called to.  He promises to be with you every step.  “And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” (Matthew 28:18b AMP)

So what are some ways the Spirit of God is calling you to step out?  What dreams of your heart have yet to be explored?  These can be small or large. It can be a baby step of obedience that doesn’t seem to make sense.  It could be changing the entire path your life is on. It can be reviving a dream you thought was lost. It can be a multitude of things somewhere in between. 

 Making a commitment to write three stories a week for this blog took stepping out.  It had nothing to do with confidence in my creative abilities.  Reviving my dream to write, was not something that I had even considered at this stage of my life.  Yet, here I am, with an assurance that these story ideas are coming from God, and that He wants me to share them.  The challenge still seems a bit daunting. (I asked repeatedly if three stories a week was really His plan and never felt differently.)  So I will trust His faithfulness to provide. I will continue to write as He leads.  Without a doubt, responding with trust to this call has brought joy and satisfaction.

 So Jesus poses the question to you each day.  “Do you trust me?”  Take His hand.  See, trust and walk in all He has for you.

I Want To Be Jesus’ Girl!

Recently, one line from a 1962 song (the only line I knew) came to mind.  “I want to be Bobby’s girl” kept replaying in my mind.  Images of plaid skirts, pedal pushers, white tennis shoes and letter sweaters came to mind.  As that line continued to replay in my mind, the words suddenly changed to “I want to be Jesus’ girl” It seemed rather funny; even irreverent. But then, as I pondered the words, the imagery actually made sense. 
The symbols of going steady in the 60’s included letter sweaters and class rings.  The dream of a young girl was to be cherished by someone who would love her forever and even die for her.  We have those same things with Jesus and so much more.

Letter sweaters or jackets were symbols of accomplishment for the young man who had earned them.  He then, proudly gave it to the young woman he cared for.  This let everyone know his feelings.  When we come to Jesus, He gives us His robe of righteousness.  His sinless life earned the only path to salvation.  He has made that available to all who choose Him.  Jesus proclaimed in the Synagogue that He has fulfilled the prophetic passage of Isaiah 61, Among other purposes for His ministry is to provide “the garment [expressive] of praise instead of a heavy, burdened, and failing spirit—“  (v.3)  Then, like Isaiah we can say, “I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God. For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed me in a robe of his righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.” (Isaiah 61:10 AMP)  Although the physical eye cannot see this robe, we wear His robe daily.

The class ring was worn proudly on the left hand. (with the assistance of angora yarn to accommodate the size difference)  Although she may not have the size or strength of the ring’s owner, she had access to him.  Throughout Scripture, we see a signet ring representing the authority of the owner.  Pharaoh gave his to Joseph, who then had rule over all the land of Egypt.  Jesus has been given all authority. “Jesus came and told his disciples, “I have been given all authority in heaven and on earth.” (Matthew 28:18 NLT)  His authority is demonstrated in His name, which He has given us the privilege to use.  We are told to pray in His name, fight the enemy in His name and make disciples in His name.  This is an amazing privilege that Jesus has given to His betrothed.
The dream of being cherished forever can only be fulfilled by Jesus, because He offers us eternity.  He not only would die for us, but He has died for us.  It was by that death of Jesus that we have been invited to live forever.  “For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 6:23 NLT)  Jesus died to pay the penalty of death and offers us this gift of life.  In addition to the forever definition of eternal, I found many other synonyms, including boundless, enduring, immutable, and indestructible.  These all describe a full life.  That’s what we have; a full life, forever with Jesus.
As I began to write this, I read the lyrics to the original song.  It was a bit sad because the singer was a girl longing for a position held by someone else.  If only Bobby would choose her.  Well my friend, Jesus has chosen you, and He has chosen me.  His heart and His life are big enough for all of us.  He sees us where we are and extends the invitation every day.
I love the last 2 stanzas of the song.  I just want to make one simple change.

I want to be Bobby's girl
I want to be Bobby's girl,
That's the most important thing to me...

And if I was Bobby's girl,
If I was Bobby's girl,
What a faithful, thankful girl I'd be..                           

What a faithful, thankful girl I'd be. 

Since I am Jesus’ girl                                         

Since I am Jesus’ girl                                                

That's the most important thing to me

And since I am Jesus’ girl                                              

Since I am Jesus’ girl                                                  

What a faithful, thankful girl I'll be.                             

What a faithful, thankful girl I'll be.   

Look Intently and Forget?

One morning, as I was preparing my coffee, getting the dog’s breakfast and putting a few dishes into the dishwasher, I checked my blood sugar. Multitasking this way, I did not pay attention to the result. I went from the kitchen to my corner of the couch and began to read. Soon I began to feel a little shaky as if my blood sugar was low. By now I had forgotten that I had even checked it. I went back to the monitor and was again preparing to prick my finger. Only then did I think that I had possibly done this already.
Looking at my pump, I verified that I had checked 45 minutes earlier and my blood sugar had been on the low end of normal. A small dip had led to the symptoms that I was now experiencing. How silly of me to let busyness distract me from the result.  I had gone through the motions but never really of checked my blood sugar level.
As I laughed at myself for this, (and treated the low) I thought of a Scripture in James.  ^“Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says.  Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like.”  (James 1:22-24 NIV)  I have done this as well. I may not intently examine my hair and face when in the restroom, but I do a quick check. I find myself walking back to my desk wondering what I actually saw. It must be okay. A major flaw, spot or spill would have caught my attention.
What have you looked at in the Word and thought “That is really good!” only to forget it by the next day?  Have you heard a good message but, by the time lunch was over, you do not even remember the topic? These occur more often than we would like. If we don’t put what we have heard to work in our life right away, we often lose what we have heard.  I could be asked that same evening, what a message was about.   My response would have to be, “I don’t remember, but it was really good!”
The key here is to do what the Word says.  These are some steps that I’ve found to help move the message from our ears to our hands and feet.
Plan before you start.  Before I even begin to read the Word or listen to a teaching.  I plan, on purpose, to receive something from God and put it into practice.  I want to have what Jesus called ‘hearing ears.’ “And He said, He who has ears to hear, let him be hearing [and let him consider, and comprehend].” (Mark 4:9 AMP)  So I ask for them.  I also commit beforehand to obey what I hear by the Spirit of God.   Setting my attitude in advance changes my perspective.  There is no room to evaluate God’s directions and choosing if I want to follow them.
In order to make this plan work, I have to apply what I hear to myself.  I cannot say, “I wish so and so could hear this.”  I am hearing this, and God has something in it for me.  I’ve already determined to obey, (step 1) so I will.  Also, to avoid hypocrisy in times when I do share with others, I must be really careful to have first applied the lessons in my own life.  “And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own?   How can you think of saying, ‘Friend, let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.”  (Luke 6:41-42 NLT)
Am I quick to do what I hear or see the Father doing.  Do I give someone a kind word as soon as it pops into my head? (Even if they weren’t nice to me, yesterday?)  Do I throw out my plan in order to help someone God puts in my path?  All of these require a decision to obey quickly. Even when now and here may not be the proper time and place to act, I can again be proactive. I can jot down a plan of at least the first step.  5 am may not be the appropriate time to call someone, but I am ready to do it quickly later when the time is right.  Leaving a service may be disruptive, but I can make a ‘note to self’ and obey that same day. 
I have to admit, that I often fall short, even with these steps in mind.  But God is gracious and another opportunity will arise for me to be a doer of the Word.  Paying attention to my monitor and grabbing a piece of fruit would have prevented the low blood sugar from occurring. Paying attention and to, and acting on God’s Word, will also prevent many future difficulties from occurring.  It will also bring many joys.
Avoid this vanishing memory syndrome.  Ask yourself these three questions daily.  Have I set a plan to hear from God and obey what I hear?  Do I apply the truth I hear to me, not everyone else I know?  Am I quick to do all that hear?  Then go out and live the life God has planned for you.

To Imitate or To Be Imitated

Children love to imitate. They will spend hours playing and pretending to be grownups.  With or without costumes, you will see you will see little ones acting as police officers, firemen, nurses or a host of others.  They will imitate conversations they have overheard and behaviors they have observed. These come from many sources including television, classroom settings and frequently the home.
 Have you ever seen a younger brother tagging along, trying to do everything his older brother does?  Not only does he want to do everything, but also to do it in the exact same way.  He will copy the elder sibling’s stance, gate, facial expressions and even voice patterns.  The same can be said for little girls and their older sisters. As a young girl, I tried to be just like my older brothers.  (This did not go over to well with my parents.  After four boys, they finally had a girl and wanted pink bows and lace.)
The term Christian means to be a little Christ. Jesus did only and all of what he saw his Father doing.  “Jesus explained, ‘I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself. He does only what he sees the Father doing. Whatever the Father does, the Son also does.’” (John 5:19 NLT) We can find what the Father is doing by reading the word, praying and presenting ourselves ready to obey. Then, when God places opportunities in our path, we are actively looking for them and ready respond.  These may be simple acts of kindness or may entail totally changing our plans for the day.  Watch God and do as He does.
If you are new in your walk with Jesus, putting this into practice may be challenging. Following another instruction from the Word will help.  “…but imitators of those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.”  (Hebrews 6:12b ESV)  Often as I begin a new phase of what God has for me, I watch the life of someone I respect who is already there.  Sometimes this occurs from afar and the other person is not even aware I am watching.  At other times, it is more active, such as a mentoring relationship.  In these cases, I may ask questions and get feedback from the person I am imitating.  In either case, I have been guided to what God called me to, by initially following someone who was the type of person I wanted to become.  The end result was shared character traits, with separate personalities and style.
Once you are maturing in God, Paul has more encouragement. “Pattern yourselves after me [follow my example], as I imitate and follow Christ (the Messiah).” (1 Corinthians 11:1 AMP)  After a time of following Christ, you may become the mentor.  Even if you do not actively pursue a relationship to help someone grow in their faith, you may be being watched.  Live your life in a way that those who follow you example, are following the example of Jesus.  (Paul was not perfect. Neither am I or anyone you may respect. There is mercy and grace for us all.)
In the above scenario of sibling emulation, all too often, the older sibling just wants to be left alone.  At other times there is a source of pride that he is being copied, even if he won’t admit it.  This may in part be due to concerns about his behavior.  What about your behavior?  Will you be like the child who cries “Stop copying me!”?  Or will you stand with confidence and like Paul boldly say “[follow my example], as I imitate and follow Christ (the Messiah).” Avoid the temptation of forcing someone to follow your lead, but live an example they will want to follow.

Follow the example of Jesus.  Learn from others and imitate those who follow the example of Jesus.  Become someone worthy to follow as you imitate and follow Jesus.